hmmm.. for those who know JJ, he just called me a few minutes ago. haha. caller id says 'unknown' number, so i thought it was some of my friends who use private number, instead i got a shocked! rahh.
it has been like more than 2 years since we ended, although its shorter than the time we were together, it didnt feel the same for me at all, and im glad im feeling this way now. if not, i think i should be killed by many people around me. lol. i didnt really know what to say, he did the questioning mainly. i just answered, said thousand times of 'okay', 'hmm', 'ya' within that 4 minutes. i dunno why but i just didnt really feel like talking to him, i felt like i have nothing to say to him, nothing to ask him even though i dont know anything about his life now. i dont even know to speak to him in english or mandarin. haha!
i must say i grew stronger after the relationship and its a phase of my life i NEVER EVER
wanna go back again.
something from him but its also something t19 played with, threw around and tortured for 2 years! haha.
i blog about this cuz i only tell few people about my blog, especially those who are close to me, so i doubt he will read this.. or maybe.. somehow.. he will?? LOL.
owell.. we gain, we lose (weight? lol), we take things for granted, we get what we want, we dont get what we want, we regret, we learn, blahhhh. i am thinking.. life's like that, it's funny.
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